Nick Gordon

Bobbi Kristina's lover begs to be at her funeral

TMZ has gotten its hands on the e-mail and has shared its content. "I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye."

Nick Gordon wants to pay his last respects to Bobbi Kristina's funeral this Saturday (August 1) so desperately that he sent an e-mail to Bobby Brown to give him permission.TMZ has gotten its hands on the e-mail and has shared its content. "I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye."

Nick also sent the mail to Pat Houston- Bobbi Kristina's grand mother, and pleaded to both of them to come to the funeral. "I'm begging you both to please put your differences aside and allow me this chance...Krissi loved me very much and she would want me there."Nick Gordon knows he is not welcomed especially now that he is being investigated by the police for homicide.

When Bobbi Kristina was hospitalized, Nicki Gordon never visited her. Both families are blaming him for her death.